Damn. School is literally killing my sleeping schedule. I am always tired except on the weekend. I haven’t even been able to blog. I’ve been so tired to actually write something useful except for this crap I’m posting.
Is it weird that I want to get asked to Homecoming? I dunno - I guess just for one dance this year - I want to get asked.
I know I have a meeting after school and maybe practice, I know I take the late bus so that will take me even more time to get home, I know I’m going to eat something when I get home, and I know that I have a lot of work to do and yet. I still can’t stop myself from collapsing on my bed and knocking out. It was pretty bad today. I guess I get home around 5, ate something, and feel asleep around 6. I frantically woke up (thinking it was midnight) and realizing it was only 8. But yet, it’s 8!!! I wanted to wake up in a half hour ( but those cat naps are nearly impossible!) It was horrible. And here I am - its 12 AM and I still have loads to do - although I got Math done and a quarter of Bio. Except those labs are a killer, they take uber amounts of time to finish. But I’m taking 10 min break in between each question - it’s almost 2 paragraphs for each question.
I’m going to have to manage my time a bit better. Oh screw Junior Year, I’m already feeling the effects.
Ah well - the things I feel good about. Probably talking naturally to some people. I love having friends or meeting a random person where it’s completely easy to talk to them. Although I have friends that I even feel uncomfortable talking to because - you just run out of things to say and I don’t like silences.
I hate being in a class where you don’t know anyone and when the teacher gives free time, you sit there - in a class full of noise. It’s depressing.